I have seen a few stars when I gazed upon the heavens
And the moon has not shined upon me since that day
This is what it feels like
To bleed
To hate
To love
To break
The sky has no favor amongst men
The world is but a breath
And the path you choose is inevitable
To pierce your soul
To create a barrier from realization
To breathe real air but not realize you're suffocating
Your chest collapses in the space you're bound to
There is no escape
You have fallen
And fallen even more
You beg forgiveness for something you're not sure you have fault
"The tides will not turn", is something you know
Yet you tell yourself it will always be better
Your tears will fall in vain
But I will not cry
At least allow me this, oh cruel world
Have you not taken enough?
The sky bleeds red as I see it in my eyes
The crowd smiles and spits upon your face
They do not know what you think or feel
They may know similar
But never the same
A rogue
A colt
A dream yet to be seen for it is alone in queue
I can taste the scent of every breath she has made
And that alone is enough to take me to this place
She is not with me yet she is always in my thoughts
I plead to forget but my heart won’t allow it
The silence never seems to make itself useful
Instead, it crowds your thoughts of nostalgia and grief of loss
No, she is not dead
I am.
The only light I get is but a brief sense of peace
There is no peace
There is no rest
I will carve the lights of the cosmos to blend with my pain
I can see no other way
I must stay alive
Even if it means the death of my name and my castle
Cursed be the land
For it has no use to me
Cursed be the skies for it has forsaken me
And cursed be the creature that calls themselves "man"
For they are but less
I am less
My heart has not broken
It has been stabbed by love
Still the greatest weapon there is
A low blow to the soul's groins
FFFFFFFFF ack!
Tweeeeet!
And Baaaaa!
I am okay
The silence will once again be my friend
The life I had before is now mine again
Thank you for the love
Thank you for the kisses
The hugs
The promises
Thank you world for your filth
I am sad to say I cannot repay you
I do not have it in me
I have outgrown your ways
5:57Am 11 March 2011
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