Blah! Blah! Blah!

Where did she come from?
I can think of ways to get to you
And none of them I am capable of right now
Heart is pounding
Stop it! You stupid organ!
I hate you!
You've caused me nothing but pain

But who is she?
How does she make me smile?
How have I found myself in this position again
Why do you make me think of sunsets or sunrise?
Why are they the same to me now?
Oh, what to do? What to do?

Why is it when I think of home
You're the first face I see?
This isn't a poem
No, not even close
This is just me blabbering
This is stupid, good night!