Alive

I know what it feels like. If I were to describe it, I would say that it's like a box of ice cream with half of the content smoothly scooped out. I can feel it from the center of my chest to my left arm to it's fingers. There will always be something missing. I find it difficult to find the right hour of rest. I can't love and I can't grieve. I can smile, I can be angry, I can laugh, I can be apathetic, I can stare into your eyes and tell you the truth. Well, at least the truth I believe. I eat, sleep, walk, talk, tell jokes, complain, be glad, and respect you. But I am here now on my bed, like every night at this hour. I will once again close my eyes and wait for sleep to come. There will always be something missing.

4:57am 30 May 2011

Anywhere

A cripple creeps along the courtyard

Unseen and unheard, he creeps forward

No place to go yet a path to take

"Keep moving", a voice tells him for his own sake

Now let's forget about the rhymes

This man has nothing

And nothing he forever shall have

Choices now are for the greater to make

And he be a paper figure on hand

But just keep moving

Forward and wherever

Anywhere is better than anchored to the ground

"I may never stand", he said

"But I always have somewhere to go"

10 May 2011 3:25am

Enter the Fjord

Break down the barriers and sip into the earth

see deeper into the valleys that shelter their hate

Cause no agony and blend your disgust

To begin the new and shatter the old

See the beauty there is in what they have withheld

What you held back

The cold is just the start

Of what is to be their demise

A whisper of disruption to take on what will be

And it shall be

There is no action that leads not to freedom

And there is no cause greater than will

This time we make it ours

This time we take what's ours

This time, we break free

7 May 2011 12: 17

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December

I guess I have learned to be cold

I don't mean to be cold to you

I would apologize if I thought you would believe it from my face

But truth be told, I never meant any harm

I will no longer be watching

These eyes have just seen enough

These hands done what they could

These lips said every word at least once

And this soul shattered after breaking a thousand times

I guess I just am cold now